You, Me

We talk. 

Rather, I talk. 

You listen.

I need a shoulder. 

I am needy.

I think you put your shoulder out. I lean on it.

Is it sympathy? 

Don't you have a need too?

Will I ever know???

Busyness

"Notice it isn’t generally people pulling back-to-back shifts in the I.C.U. or commuting by bus to three minimum-wage jobs who tell you how busy they are; what those people are is not busy but tired. Exhausted. Dead on their feet. It’s almost always people whose lamented busyness is purely self-imposed: work and obligations they’ve taken on voluntarily."

"The present hysteria is not a necessary or inevitable condition of life; it’s something we’ve chosen, if only by our acquiescence to it." 

"Busyness serves as a kind of existential reassurance, a hedge against emptiness; obviously your life cannot possibly be silly or trivial or meaningless if you are so busy, completely booked, in demand every hour of the day."

"I can’t help but wonder whether all this histrionic exhaustion isn’t a way of covering up the fact that most of what we do doesn’t matter. I am not busy. I am the laziest ambitious person I know."

"I did make a conscious decision, a long time ago, to choose time over money, since I’ve always understood that the best investment of my limited time on earth was to spend it with people I love. I suppose it’s possible I’ll lie on my deathbed regretting that I didn’t work harder and say everything I had to say, but I think what I’ll really wish is that I could have one more beer with Chris, another long talk with Megan, one last good hard laugh with Boyd. Life is too short to be busy."

Source: http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2012/06/30/the-busy-trap/

Obsession

"You become what you think about all day long."

~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

I need to find better thoughts; somehow or the other. Period.