Orkut!!!

Keeping a TAB on people you love/admire........ or is it STALKING???

Jobless No More :D

The WAIT was worth it.
"Fair"Isaac it is!!!
And Bangy of all Places :)
Couldn't have asked for more...............

P.S : 24 hrs since FI has offered me the job(that too on Day 1) and the feeling has not fully sunk in. I wanna jump up and down and howl and scream at the top of my voice. More in my next post.

Read My Mind

Ceaseless Doubts. Vacillating Thoughts.
Last Minute Hiccups. Scares and Alarms.
Puerile Distractions. Shaken Convictions.
Panic set in. Turmoil within.
Ego Deflated. As the Final Ride Begins.

Summoning Courage. Beckoning Calm.
I ride ahead. Weathering the Storm.

Under the Realization,
that the Outcome doesn't matter,
Once you've done your part!!!

Gyaan

Disclaimer: The opinions presented herewith are entirely born out of experience – a few experienced by self and a few from what I've seen from a distance. Anybody with a differing opinion is welcome. I do not expect total consensus nor do I want to thrust my ideology through anybody's throat. Just some random musings -- all unrelated, incoherent and insane.

We are unaware that we are lying almost half the time we fib. Half the time we do not know we are lying because we warp the truth so much in our own mind.

The Human Psyche is analogous to a balloon. Blow and it inflates. Also, poke it with a tiny pin and the whole bubble deflates.

No human is ever so gracious to completely forgive another of his transgressions. How much ever one tries to forgive and forget, at the back of one’s head keep nagging those lapses.

Solitude is an absolute godsend. Though people get desolate and forlorn after a while, it gives great scope for introspection – to assess oneself and to figure out who one really is and what one really plans to do.

Every man has an unknown feminine side to him. How much of it he manages to tap surely determines how far he can get into a woman’s life.

What you have been wallowing in for a long time, you do not realize its true worth. Whatever’s out of reach is what you actually crave for.

Pick up 10 random words from a word list and categorize them into +ve and –ve based on what they convey. You’ll most probably end up with a 3:7 ratio.

P.S: Not written while in a melancholic disposition. Better termed sober or even vacuous would be apposite.

Exam Induced Rest

I sure want to write about lots of stuff. But then, I really wonder if there is no time at all to pen down a few thoughts......

After the rigors of a MidSem Examination, I cannot think of anything else but rest the mind and give it some respite -- it deserves that I guess. As regards my performance, maybe the exams were just mediocre in every sense of the word but then I racked my brains damn hard and hence the well deserved breather.

P.S : Rest included completing 2 seasons of 'How I met your mother' -- Awesome Barney
A few P G Wodehouse Shorties -- Great Humour, Great Writing
Lil' bit of Freakonomics -- I haven't completed it yet :O
Scanning for new sitcoms -- Ventured into WonderYears, Joey, Gossip Girl, Rules of Engagement but honestly, I didn't like any.
Rummaging for Modern Rock Songs
And then hours and hours together on ''Quizroom2" on DC++ -- Awesome Place for Vocab enthusiasts. Whoa!!! This place rocks.

And here's a cute lil' game on the net I've been playin'.

I'd better get back to completing the code I'd have to submit tomorrow for the Evolutionary Computing Lab {Trust me, the course is as boring as the course name sounds interesting}. And btw, Rest Time's Over.

Nothing's goin' right

-- A switch in the LAN box trips and the whole wing is mired in darkness ( I mean disconnected from the rest of the world) for one whole week :O No mails, no DC++, no quizroom. For my wingies there is no Orkut, no CS, no AOE. It's worse than being starved.
-- It's my project guide's course and I turn up without doing my assignment. I botch up something clumsily on paper, create a few equations out of thin air, as he arrives checking. He notices the gibberish in my notebook and displays a stern face. What does that mean???
-- I do a little project work on my comp and the comp seems to have aged. Running a slightly cumbersome image conversion program crashes the system and restarts involuntarily. Should I get myself a laptop???
-- I meet my project guide almost after a gap of 20 days and all he says is "Keep meeting me now and then man."
-- I meet my guide for the 4th time in almost a week and he mistakes my aim at redemption for wanting more work and dumps a huge project onto me. What a pity!!! Now I have to work atleast 6 hours a week in the lab. Thank God, it's still coding that I get to do.
-- The first simulated CAT exam and I mess up while blackening the ovals on the OMR sheet.
-- The LAN starts working after a week and I open my inbox to find it empty :O
-- I take up a tag by TF and once Scribefire crashes and the other time the computer reboots for no reason. Rewrote it again from scratch.

Life's turning out quite Crazy. Huge workload and confusing schedules. Priorities keep changing by the minute. I do not know what to do.
I hate my life. Period. As I was telling mom the other day, 96 hours a day still wouldn't suffice to get me complete my work.
And again, I haven't been this busy in years. So I guess I am enjoying it as well. I love my life. How Ironic is that??? Or how much more INSANE can I get???